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This song is a direct response to a personal event that got publicized by someone I considered my brother. I had all sorts of feelings of shame, depression, and suicidal thoughts. It felt like everyone in the world hated me, and I felt like there was no way to escape that feeling, and that I was doomed to feel shamed forever. I don’t believe in a traditional Christian God, but I do believe in God. I would pray often just wishing, hoping, and waiting for an answer. This went on for a long time. ‘suicide’ is a relic of a time I felt hurt, betrayed, criticized, scrutinized, discriminated, shamed, and hopeless. I hope no one ever has to feel this way.

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Each and everyday,
They’ve got something new to say,
And it’s starting,
To get in my way.
Cause I think about the past,
And,
There’s no moving past that,
it’s starting to drive me insane.
Yes I feel like a burden,
But I don’t know why.
Everyday that I wake up,
I wish I would die.

So Go Go,
Everybody hates me,
And it’s starting to show.
So Go Go,
What do you know about me?

Each and every time,
That I get a second try,
I gotta go and fuck things up this time.
So I’m begging for forgiveness,
God said, “You gotta listen.
Everything will be just fine.”
Still,
I feel suicide,
On the back of my mind.
These white pills,
By my beside,
They tempt me every night.

So Go Go,
Everybody hates me,
And it’s starting to show.
So Go Go,
What do you know about me?

What do you know about me?

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from The HeartBreak Industry, released December 22, 2020
All instrumentation and production by Jeffrey Lubin

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The HeartBreak Industry was formed in 2020 by Jeffrey Lubin of Gleaming Streets. Tackling subject matters like suicide, isolation, and depression The HeartBreak Industry's doesn't hold back with his raw emotional lyrics juxtaposed with catchy indie riffs. ... more

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