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The beginning of the song takes us through a story of love and distance. I was going through a long lost relationship, and it felt like the harder I tried to make things work, the worse things got, and the more I was pushed away. The chorus is mainly about how I never found closure from the situation, so I had to look inside of myself for closure. I have to apologize on behalf of you, to myself to help me move on. The second verse is referencing to the same event from the first track, ‘suicide’. Directly before, and I’m talking like a whole hour, my “friend” chose to publicize our situation, I swallowed an entire bottle of pills (and yes, he knew that I did this, jack-off) to kill myself. Obviously that failed, but the second verse brushes up on the aftermath of that. I was kept under suicide watch for eight straight days, and it was hell. My now ex was with me the whole entire time and helped keep me sane, so I thank her for being there for me. The rest of the song is just how I wish I could have done anything to help make us work as partners, but we just weren't meant to be, and that’s okay.

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I’m gonna take this back,
To those days that we first met.
We were smoking cigarettes,
And laughing at the pain,
We shared.
I remember it all,
Like it was all just yesterday,
Before you slowly pushed me away,
With every fucking choice you’d make.
I guess.

I guess.

So,
I apologize for everything,
You said to me.
Cause I know that,
You’d never do that independently.
So,
I apologize for all the times,
You screamed at me.
Cause once was enough,
And two’s way too much,
By the third time,
I’m just gonna scream back too.

I remember in September,
When they sent me away.
Locked me up in a room,
And there was no escape.
So I,
Just cried away the night,
And prayed.
I remember it all,
Like it was all just yesterday.
I really wish I could escape,
From this story I call “My Days”.
Please end.

Please end.

I couldn’t have fixed us if I tired,
But believe me I did,
The best that I could.
I failed.

So,
I apologize for everything,
You said to me.
Cause I know that,
You’d never do that independently.
So,
I apologize for all the times,
You screamed at me.
Cause once was enough,
And two’s way too much,
By the third time,
I’m just gunna scream back too.

So,
I apologize for everything,
You said to me.
Cause I know that,
You’d never do that independently.
So,
I apologize for all the times,
You screamed at me.
Cause once was enough,
And two’s way too much,
By the third time,
I’m just gonna scream back too.

Cause once was enough,
And two’s way too much,
By the third time,
I’m just gonna scream back too.

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from The HeartBreak Industry, released December 22, 2020
All instrumentation and production by Jeffrey Lubin

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The HeartBreak Industry was formed in 2020 by Jeffrey Lubin of Gleaming Streets. Tackling subject matters like suicide, isolation, and depression The HeartBreak Industry's doesn't hold back with his raw emotional lyrics juxtaposed with catchy indie riffs. ... more

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